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klang....tg malim....sepang, selangor...perak, Malaysia
its really HaRd to Understand me....;p lalalala.... so, dun waste ur precious time to understand me coz ull feel the hardship to understand me..... hahahaha..... now u know, im also quite poning person.....hahahaha.... sumtimes, i dun even understand the words or the things that ive mentioned bout myself.... hahahahalalalalala...... things that i love the most... allah almighty, my dad, my mom, my siblings, my hubby;p, my frenz, my students, my degree n also my own self...... studying is alwiz be my passion, cant hardly wait to pursue my master....huhuhuhuhu..... im the kipas susah mati of Kurt Cobain.... Why? he was really hensem.... hahahaha... n the man who sold the world is juz like the lullaby that able to make feel like im in the middle of nowhere,,,,,means sleeping....hahahah talking bout my life's inspiration are my dad n mom.... without them....im not what i am now........ hahahahaha....... im really glad to be raised in a very happy n magnificent family....... lalalalala.... its me....... maybe i need to publish my life's biography......hahahaha

Monday, August 24, 2009

too bz to blog

OMG, look at all the spider's webs....kakakaka...it has beenn ages...wink2*....since my last post.....
im just bz doing my essential chores (like to use dis word, influenced by Mary Alice of Desperate hsewives) other than blogging.....lalalalal

ive done my sampling for 5 mths.....sure i was exhausted after doing each sampling trips to Pulau Carey....glad to have my two lab buddies...(yana n aishah) to accompany me......it scared me to death to go sampling all by myself alone......

ive got a lot of to do list to catch up along the year........hope i can completed all of them b4 getting settled (my big day will probably be 7 mths frm now on).......hope to be able finish my sampling n labwork b4 the date......

lalalala...i really feel that im running out of time.......no more bepoye poye........time to get started........

lalallalala

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

the climb

wow.....im soo much neglected this blog.....look at the spider's webs all around it...

life is much hectic.......all the family things, moving things....field work things, and etc........make me forgetting this blog thing.....huhuhuhu......

nothing to share at the moment...mmmmm, but there s a thing....yup....my most fav song of this year is nominated to the climb by miley cyrus.....

ive alwiz like the hannah monatan sitcom on disney's but never alwiz like to listen to miley's song, since most of it are quite childish and sang out loud....huh...really not stressless upon hearing it....but the soundtrack of this hannah montana movie really a gem..... really waking me up....the wording is fabulous....can u imagine i am able to waste my 24-7 time just to listen to it ang get inspired by the wordings.....

it is really awesomes......huhuhuhu...am i too carried away......

the climb by miley a.k.a hannah

i can almost see it,
the dream im dreaming, but
there s voice inside my head, tell'
ull never reach it,
every step im taking,
every move i make,
feels lost with no direction,
my faith is shaking,
but i gotta keep trying
gotta keep my head helds high

there s alwiz gonna be another mountain,
ill alwiz gonna wanna make it move
alwiz gotta be an uphill battle
sumtimes i gotta have to lose
aint about how fast i get there
aint about whats waiting on the other side
it a climb.......

....im not sure whether the wordings correct or not.....kakakakaka....all base on the words i remember while listening to the song 24-7 a week....

lalalalalala

got thing to do.......bye

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

the gift...cecelia ahern......


the gift......FYI, i am the big die hard fan of this young author cecelia ahern....well i really need to replace my previous fav author Danielle steel......ive read all CA books...... and 've waited looong enuff for this new "the gift'. it took me almost a month to search for available book, since most of them have been sold out. Klang Valley= sold out, Shah Alam=sold out, Subang=sold out........i was so exhausted to becume the owner of this hot book.......

even if it was available, it must be booked by sumone whom was earlier than me......so, i kept on thinking that this book must be the special one.....kakakakaka......thus, increasing my passion to hunt for 'the gift'......those 'book hunting' fever brought my fiancee a headache.....he confused....never knew that a book can cause insanity......kakakakaka......but he would never dare to let me down......

so last friday, we went to KLCC, n surprisingly i found this book of mine, a lot of them at Kinokuniya's(ignore the spelling error, i would never ever know how to spell it) shelf....kakakaka.....OMG,,,,,, y did i forget 'bout this luxure bookstore....huh....all in my mid was MPH......well, i am the loyal member then......

yeah....finally, i am the proud owner of this hot, gorgeous,well quite expensive book (etc for the description).........but i havent started to read it,,,, well y?? i have not finish reading if u could see me now.......(hectic life i supposed).........

watever,,,,,P/S nothing beats A Long Road Home by Danielle Steel........wink....wink........and also heartbeat.......Danielle Steel.....

P/S.....thanks to my hubby.....for accompanying me through this stupid Cecelia ahern's book hunting.....kakakaka......later ill treat u pizza udang....lalalalalala

Monday, May 4, 2009

the moments








my engagement rings....

im backnfor a while

omg.....its almost 5 mths since november 08 post. i was just too bz doing other essential n also non beneficial things..... too many occasions happened in between. ive started my field work and also got engaged. my semi big day was held on 14th march 09. almost 2 mths ago. huhuhuhu.

it was one of the best day ive ever had in my life. special thx to my mak n abah n the whole family plus+ my fiance......my lovely dear hubby. thanks for making the day so special and unforgettable....

to kak syara....i really thought the scanned fetus pic was really yours....hampeh tol kak syara/......
so excited to see ur uploaded pics with ur hubby....jelesnyer.....nih x sbr nk kwn nih.....kakakaka

okla...got to go...need to prepare my lugol's iodine.....


Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I think it has been quite a long since my last post in this blogger thing. Honestly, it is not because I dun hve much time to write any junk. But I m just preoccupied doing some kinda sorta important stuffs for e.g my master proposal, post raye mood, talki’ to fon till midnite and vice versa.kakakaka.

While weekends, nothing much to do in this developing tganu.lalallala. no gigantic mall, but glad we have giant hypermarket here + secret recipe + compulsory fast food, my mc D and guardian , Watson and pasar payang (oh no, im going to list down every shops here)……

So, back to the topic. Erk, is there any topic being discussed in here. Nop I think.wink..wink…. where am I just now,,,,mmmm.while weekend, usually, I will just stay at home, watching tv, playing games what else….loafing with friends and eat…eat….and eat….no wonder im gaining up to 5kgs living in this state, now im forcing myself to go on a very strict diet regime. Kakakak….strict???

Breakfast= jacob’s sunlife diet biscuits + mango juice
Lunch= nasi separuh+veges+protein
Tea time=no tea time
Dinner= strictly no rice or any high carbohydrate food..lalalalala…
Weekend= diet free day (mcD + Piza + choc indulgence ++bla…bla…bla

U know, its really a freaking moment if sumone u love approaches u n said, u nih dh gemok la…..omg, its really a horror, thrill dream to be dreamt of…….and its really hurt me deep inside to like need to throw or maybe donate (wink) my jeans and almost 1 quarter of my wardrobe to my kaklong…….huhuhuhu…

Im just started AGAIN, to be on healthy, modification to shakira body’s diet.kakakakaka.believe me, its worth 100 bottles after tobacco Calvin Klein perfume (the smell I like the most).lalalala.

Finally, majulah sukan untuk Negara.lalalalala

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

MY FAMILY RAYA 08




AIDILFITRI 2008 (THE WHOLE FAMILY)








THIS PIC ACTUALLY WAS TAKEN ON THE 4TH DAY OF SYAWAL....KAKAKAKA....










Monday, September 8, 2008

never send ur man to supermarket??? based on true story of mine.....kakakaka(date dec,2007)


hmmm…im so bored…n i dun know what 2 do….i need to do sumthing….or ill be bored to death in my office…..

issue to share with my fren in this blog thing….lalala

i was on my way to my office…(klang-sepang)…..as usual….sleepy, so i tuned in my fav radio station—> hitz fm…..huh…..the morning issue…was,,,,why women should never send their men to supermarket…….??why? the issue…really waking me up…..lol…..really interesting…….a lot of callers called up…mostly women……telling whole binch stories bout their experienced sending their men to supermarket….n all the stories….made me burst out laughing….gigling alone in my car…..kakakakaka….

hmmmm….me myself did experience it….kakakaka……a few days before the issue being discussed in the radio……

hmmmm…..my luvly man….kakakaka….we were on our way to the beach….n stopped at the petrol pump to fill in the gas….i asked him to buy bread for our sandwich….hmm….because i was really in hurry that morning….n forgot to bring along the sandwich…..without mentioning which brand of bread he need to buy…….as usual,,,,,i knew that he really, knew n absolutely knows that my fav bread’s brand will alwiz b the gardenia.but, instead of buying the G brand….he bought the High 5 brand…..

i was really mad (mad? juz for a loaf of different bread’s brand……women= particular)……n i asked him to change to my fav brand…huhuhuhu….but he neglected me n juz continue driving….huhuhu…..back to the issue…

my T already lowered,,,,, (T=temperature)…….i really keen to know why he got me the high 5 brand….huhuhhuhu…..

he answered me………with a synical smile…….because the high 5 bread has the fasha sanda’s face on it…..huhuhuhu……

ok women,,,,,the conclusion….never send ur men to supermarket…..kakakakaka……….because they really dun bother bout the qualities or the taste or the price of the things they gonne…..for me,,,,men (in supermarket) really judge the items by its cover….lol)…

end of issue…..

my reflection


Reflection
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that i’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There’s a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that i’m
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?